In the state of Confusion...

People come and go in our life

Yet still...

Sometimes you might feel that life is meaningless

Without having someone that are close with you

People come and go…
some try to make friends
some try to accept new friends
some try to think rationally before making any decision
some may consider what others might say…

people come and go…
and here She is
in the middle of nowhere
keep searching for the answer
without neglecting people around her

here She is…
giving a chance for people to know her
at the same time she is feeling insecure
lonely at times
afraid to give hope
afraid to give a try
yet still drawing a smile on her face
so that people would not worried about her
so that people are happy

here She is…
in the state of confusion
doesn’t know what to do
doesn’t know what is her exact feeling
doesn’t know anything

here She is…
in the state of confusion
feel afraid to let it out loud
feel afraid of losing
feel afraid of hoping
feel afraid of giving a chance to someone
feel afraid of giving herself a chance

here She is…
almost forgot how does it feel when she falls in love
almost forgot how to love and to be loved

here She is…
in the middle of the road
keep thinking what is the best for her
keep thinking whether this is what she wants in life
keep thinking whether she knows the consequences

here She is…
still in the state of confusion
with the hope that someone
knows how does she feel
without saying any single word
as losing someone might be hurt
and she doesn’t have the guts
to add more pain in her shattered heart

here She is…
still confuse
and hoping that everything will end
and she can move on
without feeling regret…