I aim for nothing for this semester (for my master class of course)
This is the worst condition ever
Procrastination and time management are the main problems
Therefore, I do not put high hopes
If there is any hope, I should stop dreaming.
If there is any hope to maintain my CGPA, I should look at the mirror and judge myself
This is like a dejavu.
I used to feel the same way when I did my degree
I do not say that this is normal
But the truth is
I am too lazy to do anything
to the extent that I want to quit
Though I am not a quitter
But the idea of quitting keep lingering
I keep asking myself
Why I indulge to this world at the first place?
Did it come from me?
Was I motivated back then?
or... Was it just because I want to be like my friends.
Questioning...
Reasoning...
Denying...
Damage has been done
Do not hope for anything
A loser should never have any hope
because...
A loser is hopeless.
1 comment:
it is not a failure when you stumble and fall.
it is a failure when you fall and refuse to get up.
come on. get up and fight!
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